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Imagine you're sitting around a fire
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late at night somewhere in the ancient
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world. There are four men there, each of
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whom knew Jesus or knew people who did.
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And someone says, "Tell me about him.
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Tell me who he was." The first man leans
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forward and starts talking fast. He's
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urgent, breathless almost. Every
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sentence feels like it's rushing to the
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next one. And immediately and
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immediately and immediately. He wants
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you to feel the momentum of it, the
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miracles, the movement, the sheer
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unstoppable force of this man, Jesus,
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moving through Galilee. He paints with
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broad brush strokes, bold colors. He
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wants you to follow. The second man is
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more careful, more organized. He's
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clearly thought about this a long time.
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He lays things out in a structure almost
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like a teacher would. He talks about
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Jesus fulfilling things, ancient
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promises, old prophecies. He's writing
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for a community that knows the
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scriptures and he wants them to see the
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throughine. The third man, he's
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different from the first two. He has a
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heart for the people no one else is
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writing about. The poor, the women, the
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outsiders, the ones everyone else
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overlooked. His stories have a warmth to
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them, a tenderness. He weeps with
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people. He notices them. And then
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there's the fourth man.
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He's been quiet this whole time. He's
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older now. He's had decades to sit with
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everything he saw and heard. And when he
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finally speaks, he doesn't start with a
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birth. He doesn't start with a baptism.
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He doesn't start with history at all. He
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starts at the beginning of everything.
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In the beginning was the word and the
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word was with God and the word was God.
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That's the gospel of John. And from that
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first sentence, you already know this is
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not like the other three.
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The synoptic world. To understand what
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makes John so different, we have to
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first understand what the other three
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gospels share. Matthew, Mark, and Luke
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are called the synoptic gospels.
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That word synoptic comes from a Greek
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phrase meaning seen together. And
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scholars use it precisely because these
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three can be laid side by side and
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compared. They overlap. They borrow from
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each other. They tell many of the same
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stories, sometimes in nearly identical
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language. They share a common skeleton.
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Jesus is baptized by John the Baptist.
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He's tempted in the wilderness. He calls
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his disciples. He teaches in parables.
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the sewer, the prodigal son, the mustard
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seed. He heals the sick. He feeds 5,000
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people with almost nothing. He enters
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Jerusalem on a donkey. He's betrayed,
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arrested, crucified, and raised. That's
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the ark. And all three synoptic writers
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follow it with remarkable consistency.
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They also share a common geography. In
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the synoptics, Jesus spends most of his
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ministry in Galilee. the rural
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workingclass north of the country. He
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comes down to Jerusalem essentially once
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at the very end for the Passover that
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leads to his death. One visit, one final
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week, and then it's over. Now, hold that
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in your mind because John is about to
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John's different map. When you open the
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Gospel of John and start reading, the
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first thing you notice, if you're paying
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attention, is that Jesus is in Jerusalem
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constantly. John's Jesus doesn't stay in
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Galilee and make one dramatic final
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journey south. He travels back and forth
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repeatedly. He's in Jerusalem for the
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Passover. Then he's in Judea. Then
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Galilee. Then Jerusalem again for a
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festival. Then Galilee. Then Jerusalem
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again. Then across the Jordan. Then to
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Bethany, then Jerusalem for his final
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Scholars have counted at least three,
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possibly four distinct Passover
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celebrations in John's gospel. That
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means the ministry John describes spans
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at least 3 years. The synoptics taken on
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their own could be read as a ministry of
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only one year, maybe less.
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This isn't a small discrepancy. This is
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a fundamentally different picture of
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what Jesus's life looked like, and it
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raises a question that has fascinated
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historians and theologians for 2,000
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years, which is historically accurate.
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Did Jesus visit Jerusalem once or many
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times? Was his ministry one year or
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three? Most historians when they try to
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reconstruct a timeline actually lean on
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John for the duration.
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The three-year framework fits better
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with what we know about the rhythms of
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Jewish life, the Passover calendar, the
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way movements grow and develop. The
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synoptics may have collapsed the
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timeline for literary and theological
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reasons, but here's the thing. John
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wasn't trying to write history the way
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we mean it today. None of them were.
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They were writing testimony. They were
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writing meaning. And John was doing that
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more deliberately, more consciously,
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more theologically than any of the
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others. The missing stories.
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Here's something that will surprise you
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if you've never noticed it before. The
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Gospel of John does not contain the
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Lord's Prayer. Think about that. The
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prayer that billions of Christians have
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prayed for 2,000 years. Our father who
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art in heaven. It's not in John. Not a
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single word of it. John also doesn't
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have the sermon on the mount. He has no
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biatitudes. No blessed are the poor in
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spirit. No blessed are the meek.
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Nothing. He has no parables. Not one.
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The good Samaritan. Not in John. The
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prodigal son. Not in John. the lost
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sheep, the 10 virgins, the talents, the
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laborers in the vineyard. None of it. He
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doesn't have the transfiguration where
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Jesus' face shines like the sun on the
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He doesn't have the institution of the
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eukarist at the last supper. No, this is
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my body. This is my blood. He doesn't
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have the agony in the garden of
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Gethsemane where Jesus sweats blood and
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begs the father to take the cup away.
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These are some of the most iconic scenes
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in the Christian story, and John leaves
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The most likely explanation is also the
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most fascinating one. John probably knew
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the other gospels existed. He was
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probably writing for a community that
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already had access to them. He didn't
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need to repeat what had already been
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told. He was writing to go deeper, to
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add what the others hadn't said, to
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illuminate what the others had only
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hinted at. He was writing a theological
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companion, not a historical summary. The
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stories only John tells.
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In exchange for everything he leaves
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out, John gives us things no one else
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does. He gives us the wedding at Kaa,
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the very first miracle, turning water
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into wine at a feast. It's such a human
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intimate scene. A family embarrassed
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because the wine has run out. A mother
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nudging her son. And Jesus quietly
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transforming the ordinary into something
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The other three never mention it. He
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gives us Nicodemus, a Pharisee, a
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powerful religious leader who comes to
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Jesus secretly in the night. There's
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something so real about that detail. He
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wants to know, but he's afraid to be
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seen wanting to know. And in that
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nighttime conversation, Jesus says one
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of the most quoted lines in all of
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scripture. You must be born again. He
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gives us the woman at the well, a
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Samaritan woman, which meant she was
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doubly an outsider, both by ethnicity
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five husbands drawing water alone in the
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heat of the day when no one else would
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be there. And Jesus sits down with her
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and has the longest recorded one-on-one
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conversation in any of the four gospels.
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He doesn't avoid her. He doesn't
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condescend to her. He tells her quietly
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who he is. He gives us the man born
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blind. a whole chapter dedicated to one
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healing, one man, and the long messy
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aftermath of what happens when a miracle
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disrupts the social order. It's almost
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novelistic in its detail, the neighbors
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arguing, the Pharisees interrogating,
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the parents afraid to speak, and the man
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himself growing bolder and bolder,
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refusing to back down. He gives us
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Lazarus, the most dramatic resurrection
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story in any gospel. Four days dead,
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wrapped in burial cloths, called out of
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the tomb by name. And before it happens,
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John gives us two words that have
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stopped readers in their tracks for 20
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Jesus wept. Not a speech, not a
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theological discourse, just grief.
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raw human unashamed grief. Even knowing
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what was about to happen, he wept with
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the people who were weeping. That is
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John's Jesus in a single image, the I am
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Now, we get to the heart of what makes
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John theologically unlike anything else
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in the New Testament. In the synoptic
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gospels, Jesus rarely makes explicit
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claims about who he is. He teaches. He
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heals. He calls people to follow. But
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he's often indirect, speaking in
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parables, deflecting questions, telling
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people not to tell anyone what they've
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seen. Scholars call this the messianic
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secret. John's Jesus has no such secret.
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In John, Jesus speaks about himself in
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the most direct, stunning terms
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And he does it through a series of
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declarations that would have been
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immediately explosive to any Jewish
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listener. The I am statements. I am the
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bread of life. I am the light of the
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world. I am the gate. I am the good
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shepherd. I am the resurrection and the
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life. I am the way, the truth, and the
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life. I am the true vine. Seven of them.
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And every single one begins with those
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two words. I am in Greek ego amy which
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is the same phrase used in the Greek
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translation of the Hebrew scriptures
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when God speaks to Moses from the
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burning bush and says I am who I am.
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John's Jesus is not being subtle. He is
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making an explicit unmistakable
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worldshaking claim not just to be the
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Messiah but to share in the very
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identity of God. At one point in John,
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Jesus says to the religious leaders,
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"Before Abraham was, I am." And they
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pick up stones to throw at him because
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they understood exactly what he was
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saying. He wasn't saying he had existed
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for a long time. He was claiming the
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divine name for himself. That kind of
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language is simply not in Matthew, Mark,
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or Luke. It belongs to John alone.
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There's one more section of John that
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stands completely apart from anything in
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the other gospels and it may be the most
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extraordinary passage in the entire New
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Testament. Chapters 13-1 17, the Last
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Supper discourse. In the other gospels,
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the Last Supper is relatively brief.
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Jesus shares the bread and the cup.
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There's some tension about who will
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betray him. They sing a hymn and leave
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for the garden. In John, it's an evening
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that stretches across five full
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chapters. Jesus washes his disciples
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feet, an act so startling that Peter
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refuses to let him do it. He talks about
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going away and coming back. He talks
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about the Holy Spirit whom he calls the
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pariclete, the advocate, the comforter,
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who will come and be with them after he
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is gone. Let not your hearts be
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troubled. You believe in God, believe
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also in me. In my Father's house are
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many rooms. Greater love has no one than
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this, than to lay down one's life for
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one's friends. I am the vine. You are
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the branches. And then, and this is
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breathtaking, he prays out loud for his
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disciples, for the people who will come
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after for you if you believe. He says,
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"I am praying not only for these but for
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all who will believe in me through their
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word. It is a prayer that reaches across
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time across 2,000 years." No other
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gospel gives you this. No other gospel
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lets you sit in the room and listen to
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Jesus pray over the people who love him
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on the last night of his life. John
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wanted you to hear it. The author and
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So, who wrote this? Who was sitting by
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that fire? The oldest one, the one who
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waited and thought and finally spoke
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from the beginning of everything. The
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tradition says it was John, the son of
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Zebedee, one of the inner circle, one of
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the fishermen Jesus called first. But
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here's something beautiful. The author
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never names himself in the text. He
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refers to himself only as the disciple
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whom Jesus loved. That phrase appears
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five times. At the last supper, leaning
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close to Jesus. At the foot of the
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cross, where Jesus entrusts his mother
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to his care at the empty tomb where he
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outran Peter and arrived first. And in
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the final chapter, sitting in a boat,
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the first one to recognize Jesus on the
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shore, the disciple whom Jesus loved. He
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lets that be his whole identity. Not his
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name, not his title, just the one who
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was loved. And at the very end of the
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gospel, he tells us plainly what he was
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trying to do with all of it. He writes,
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"These things are written so that you
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may believe that Jesus is the Christ,
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the son of God, and that by believing
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you may have life in his name." That's
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the whole mission, not to inform
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Not just to record, but to produce
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belief, to give life.
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Four gospels, four voices, four
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witnesses to the same impossible,
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worldaltering life. Matthew, the
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teacher, building a careful case. Mark
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the storyteller, breathless and urgent.
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Luke, the compassionate one, finding the
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faces in the crowd everyone else walked
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past. And John, the mystic, the
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theologian, the old man who had spent a
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lifetime not just remembering what Jesus
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said, but asking what it meant, who
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looked at everything he had seen and
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heard, and came back with something that
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wasn't just a biography. It was a
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meditation, an invitation, a claim so
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large it either changes everything or it
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changes nothing. He started at the
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beginning of time. He ended with a
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shoreline, a fire, a fish breakfast, and
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a question asked three times to a man
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who had failed three times.
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Do you love me? That's John. That's why
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it's unlike anything else. And if you've
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never read it as its own thing, not as
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background noise to the other three, but
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as its own complete, strange, luminous
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document, I'd encourage you to try.
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Start at chapter 1 verse 1. In the
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beginning was the word and see where it
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